Saul Niguez has candidly opened up on how frustrations at not being played in his correct decision at Atletico Madrid led to him joining Chelsea on loan.
The Spaniard left it late to seal a temporary switch to the Premier League side on deadline day but within minutes he was on Twitch with prominent Spanish streamer Ibai Llanos.
Llanos, who has a close relationship with many top footballers including Lionel Messi, spoke to Saul about moving to England, leaving his family behind, not knowing the language and the influence of Spaniards in Chelsea's dressing room.
'I spoke with (Diego) Simeone,' he explained. 'I have been playing in different positions for three seasons.
'I owe everything to Diego and he must be selfish and think of the group.
'I saw myself stuck in a position that was not mine. Chelsea's option was to get out of the comfort zone, a challenge.'
Saul has long wanted to play further forward at Atletico, closer to that of a No 10, rather than a defensive midfield role which Simeone has long preferred.
Conversations in training about being deployed in 'my position' proved fruitless and it was advised that he would be best served moving elsewhere.
'I asked Simeone and Miguel Angel to train in my position,' he added.
'I understand that he refused and from there they decided this. I've been here since I was 13 and it's very hard. I want to take up other movements and positions that I did not perform from the other position. It is the most important reason for my decision.'
During his time with the Spaniards, where he has played 447 matches and scored 53 goals, Saul has won the Europa League twice, the Copa del Rey, the Spanish and UEFA Super Cups, and as recently as last season, the league title in his homeland.
He played 33 of the 38 LaLiga games in 2020-21 and scored twice as Diego Simeone's side beat Real to the title by two points.
A key factor in Saul's decision to join Chelsea is the presence of Blues goalkeeper Kepa Arrizabalaga.
The 26-year-old Spaniard has a close relationship with Saul having come through Spain's various youth teams together.
Saul said: 'It is very important that he be there. It is an important step.
'If he had not been there, it would have been different.
'Going on loan for a year and having a partner with whom I have been spending many years in the lower categories of the National Team is important.'
The midfielder conceded that he speaks very limited English and does hold concerns that he will be moving to London without his family but that he is excited to be joining the European champions for the 2021-22 season.
'The idea is to compete and find myself,' he said. 'See the Saul that I want to see. It was frustrating.
'I wasn't able to show people what I was capable of. Not learning, not improving, and not growing was frustrating. I think this decision can help me unblock myself.'
Dayvyno
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What a lucky man he is. He won the Spanish La-Liga last season and he is gonna win the English Premier league and the champions League this season. Congrats in advance, u have joined the best team in the world
KafeeroHavertz
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your country men are waiting for you Saul and show the best of you
Amgnonijunior
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You are welcome to the best Club in the world 🌎 KTBFFH
HailChelsea
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Agent Kepa [Crylaugh]
Sivenbass
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Chelsea will change Saul to Paul
Dakacknouz
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the decision to move to Chelsea is not bad. welcome to the best league in the world.
Vodciklrs
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You are welcome to the best football team in the world. TT will surely baptize you in the midfield and change your name from Saul to Paul like in the bible. You will soon become a complete born again in the Chelsea midfield. Can some Chelsea fans shout Hallelujah!!! .....
Ceddeklnoz
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