The scar on David Luiz’s right hamstring reminds him of the good times in England. The mention of certain pundits, the not so good.
Talking to Sportsmail from his parents’ home in the Brazilian region of Minas Gerais, the 34-year-old — a free agent after leaving Arsenal — has just finished a morning workout with a friend. He will soon be heading back out to his sun-scorched training pitch.
He looks in tremendous shape, evidenced by one muscle-bound picture from the earlier session.
But, for now, this break is a chance to reflect on his time in the Premier League, not that he thinks those days are definitely over just yet.
It was confirmed in May he would not be signing a new contract at Arsenal. Why?
‘Both of us decided to split,’ he says. ‘I came for two years and the aim was to win something, which I did (the FA Cup and Community Shield).
‘Now, I think the club has a different project for the long term. They have different ideas. My idea is to win, win, win as soon as possible.’
The inference is clear — Arsenal have accepted they need to rebuild.
It is no surprise, given his association with Chelsea, but Luiz wants to win trophies today, not tomorrow.
That is the reason he has rejected several lucrative offers this summer, from the Middle East to South America and even the Premier League. Luiz reminds us that he has the medals at his home in London from every club he has played for — titles in Portugal, France and England — and mention of such leads us on to criticism of him in this country.
Jamie Carragher was particularly vocal during his time at Arsenal, referencing ‘brain freezes’ and labelling the defender a ‘liability’. Luiz laughs.
‘It is funny, some people talk about how to win the Premier League, but they have never won it,’ he begins. ‘Jamie Carragher never won the Premier League.
‘They talk and say, “This player is not right for this league”. Yet I won the league. These people have forgotten the past.
‘You cannot say, “David is a player who never won, you won’t win anything with David”. That is not true! You have to base your opinion on something real, not something fake.
‘I use the word perception. That is all it is. I am not going to fight to change the perception of these people, who decide to have this view of me because they want to.
‘They have not analysed me properly. I am not going to waste my time on that.
‘But I will always say — every single time I trained or played, I did my best. I played with my heart. I never tried to run away from anything. I always showed my face.
‘I arrived in England, at 23, and I was a defender who played from the back — no one did that, I was different. Some did not like it. Now, 11 years later, everyone does it… “Ah, isn’t he a great defender, he can play from the back!”’
Luiz signed for Chelsea from Benfica in 2011. The following year he was lining up in the Champions League final against Bayern Munich, in Munich.
It is at this point he reaches for his right hamstring and traces the wound from the subsequent surgery to repair a nine-inch tear.
‘This is the scar that I really love on my body!’ he booms, it serving as a memory of Chelsea’s first Champions League title.
Luiz played 120 minutes of the 1-1 draw and, in the shootout, placed his penalty into the top corner. Gary Neville called it ‘perfect’ on commentary.
‘I perhaps should not have played,’ he says. ‘But some special people encouraged me to take that step, to play even though I was not fit. They told me not to be scared. There was big pressure after that.
‘Roman Abramovich spoke to me on the day of the game and asked, “How is your leg?” I told him, “It does not matter, I play with my head and my heart”.
‘He said, “Go away, I don’t want to see your face, I am so nervous!” I said to him, “Don’t worry, we will win”.
‘But it could have gone badly wrong. Imagine if I’d been forced off after 10 minutes, or I made a mistake for a goal because I could not run? It was a big, big decision.’
Did his hamstring hurt during his 10-yard run-up to his penalty kick? ‘Was it hurting during the penalties? It was hurting during the warm-up!
‘But I was the only Brazilian in this game, that meant a lot. I had many things in my head trying to block out the pain — the dream, the love, the adrenalin.
‘After the game, with the trophy, no one cared about my leg, not even me. It was only in the middle of the night when the adrenalin wore off that the pain returned.’
Luiz left Chelsea in 2014 for Paris Saint-Germain, where he won one domestic treble and one double, before returning to Stamford Bridge in 2016 and immediately helping them to the title.
As we chat, two transfers involving his former clubs are dominating the sports headlines — Lionel Messi to PSG and his former team-mate Romelu Lukaku returning to Chelsea.
‘Romelu deserves this move,’ he says. ‘I remember the day he missed the deciding penalty against Bayern Munich in the Super Cup (in 2013) and he was so sad, just a young boy. But he is not a kid now, he is a real man. I think he will prove to be amazing for Chelsea.’
And Messi? Luiz turned down a recent offer from Ligue 1. ‘Messi is a nightmare, it is better not to play against him!’
So what next for Luiz?
‘It will be the same as before — a club with ambition. The offers so far, they did not touch my heart. I want to stay at a high level. Maybe that will be in the Premier League.
‘I am working every single day. I want pressure, to be fighting for titles.
‘I want that feeling of having to win every single week. That is why I have always played football, and why I still play. I want to feel alive.’
Luiz welcomed daughter Mallie into the world in November, and he recognises she is entering a different one to that of his upbringing in Sao Paulo state.
It is not widely known, but Luiz and his parents run a small charity in Brazil. And that, he says, will be used to shape his own children.
‘I learnt my principles from my parents. We did not own a house when I was young but they always taught me to give and to share. When my life started to change financially, I wanted to keep those principles.
‘So we have a charity in my city with my mum and dad. It is just me and my family.
‘What we want to see is people smiling, having food, clothes, a decent life. We are in 2021 and people are still hungry, or don’t have a toilet or bed or clothes for school. It is so sad to see.
‘If everyone, one day a month, took 20 minutes to take something from their cupboards to give to others, the world would be a better place.
‘I will teach my daughter to go the same way.’
For now, Luiz has to find his own way, for his footballing journey is far from over.
Adexcena
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Love Him or Hate Him, He is Still a Word Class Defender... Argue with Ur Stats.
kdamz
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he has just finished caragher
KingJerryTheGreat
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'I want that feeling of having to win every single week. That is why I have always played football, and why I still play. I want to feel alive.’ Does this mean Arsenal never made him feel alive...??