Christian Eriksen has detailed for the first time his harrowing memories of dying for 'three or four minutes' when he suffered a cardiac arrest during Denmark's Euro 2020 clash against Finland on June 12 last year.
Danish TV station DR1 released clips from the former Tottenham and Inter Milan midfielder's first interview since the incident earlier this week, with Eriksen revealing he wants to play at the Qatar World Cup later this year and insisting he has no concerns of suffering another cardiac arrest after having an ICD (Implantable Cardioverter Defibrillator) fitted.
The interview has now been released in full where Eriksen, who is looking for a new club this month, recalls in vivid detail his memories from the fateful day.
They include feeling a cramp in his calf just before he blacked out, thinking he had broken his back when he came to, and revealing that he remembers the whole ordeal apart from when he was unconscious and in 'heaven'. Eriksen also admits that he was ready to retire as soon as he realised he had been technically dead when in the ambulance on the way to hospital.
Recalling the build-up to the match, Eriksen begins: 'I felt great, there were no indications of anything. I felt like normal, so I didn't see it coming at all.
'I remember [Joakim] Maehle's throw-in. I remember being hit by the ball and I passed it back using my shin. I felt a small cramp in my calf and then I blacked out.'
He goes on: 'I'm on my back when I wake up. I feel them pressing on me. I struggled to breathe - and then I heard faint voices and doctors talking.
'I'm thinking, this can't be my lying here. I'm healthy. My first thought is that I broke my back. Can I move my legs? I can move my toes, little things like that.
'I remember it all, except those minutes when I was in heaven.'
Describing how he felt after being revived, Eriksen said: 'When I woke up from the CPR it was like waking from a dream. I was far away. I don't remember a thing, usually you remember bits of a dream, but I don't remember a thing from when I passed out.
'I struggled to breathe as I came to and slowly I saw the doctors surrounding me and heard voices.
'When our cardiologist says that I'm 30, I correct him and say 'hey, I'm only 29'. I regained consciousness right away.'
Eriksen says he clearly remembers fans singing his name when he was carried to the ambulance, where he would realise for the first time that he had been dead for a few minutes.
'I remember the atmosphere,' he said. 'The white linen around me to shield me from view. I look up and see the fans singing. I get carried out to the ambulance. I remember that clearly.
'It's not until I'm in the ambulance that I realise I had been dead.
'In the ambulance, one of the paramedics asks our team doctor: 'For how long was he out, three to four minutes?' That's when I realise I was out.'
Eriksen admits that after he realised what had happened he was ready to retire from football. 'In the ambulance I'm thinking: 'Keep my boots, I won't play again'. I tell my fiancee Sabrina the same: 'I'm not going to play again, no way'.'
The match resumed later that day, with Denmark going on to lose 1-0 to their underdog opponents, after the score had been 0-0 when Eriksen collapsed.
He admits he told his team-mates he was happy for them to play on, but in hindsight thinks the match should not have resumed on the same day given the 'trauma' they had all suffered.
'As I'm lying there, the national team calls me,' Eriksen recalls. 'They're on FaceTime and want to know how I'm doing. Should they continue playing? What do I think? I tell them: 'I'll be OK. I'm going to get through this. For me it's OK if you play'.
'But they shouldn't have played, not after that trauma. But that [the trauma] wasn't me. I had lost those minutes. I didn't know what had happened. I didn't realise what they had seen.'
Remarkably, Eriksen admits that he wanted to play on at Euro 2020 after he had recovered, and admits he found it tough watching Denmark's matches as the reached the semi-finals.
'I watched all of Denmark's matches, none of the others,' he said. 'As I private person, I was happy they got so far, but as a player I wanted to be there. I felt this was just a little thing. I could walk and felt I could run. All I had was a scar and an ICD, that's all, but that wasn't to be.'
Despite his initial desire to retire when realise he had died on the pitch, Eriksen says he has complete confidence in the ICD and his fiancee and family are supporting his decision to try and resume his career.
'I'm forever in love with football,' he said. 'I can feel they [his family] support my desire to play again. If Sabrina had said: "I don't want you to play anymore", this would be a very different situation.
'Of course, we have a trauma from June 12, but since then we have found our bearings so that Sabrina is OK with me going to the gym for a few hours and to the practice field. She trusts that when I go, I always come back.'
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Mangisha
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All the best, we thank Heaven for your life. Hope you are stronger now, and able to play on.
Fiualrtuyz
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God very faithful that wasn't his last day on Earth, so happy you made it.
Kevin201
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This man put me in tears. May God heal him completely.
AwesomeReggs360
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This one cracked me up Even semi conscious he was still defending his age[Crylaugh][Crylaugh][Crylaugh][Crylaugh]Best wishes and Goodluck to you Legend
MWP7
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Erikson was dead but now living corpse. Luckily he is living just accept that football career is over. He will still living in heart of football fraternity.
macceilmry
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Stay strong king Eriksen, we miss you around in football but if it means retirement for your health then do so๐ช
donvick
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No go sit down one place you wan kill urself abi
Beautifulboy
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I thank ALMIGHTY GOD this day was not his last day on earth. All Glory to JESUS.๐๐ผ๐๐ผ๐๐ผ
kingizy29
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Christian Erikson United the world on a common cause and that's praying for his survival. I'm very happy he's back again and ready to resume his excellent career. One love Chris